things in my universe are fucked up. something is off, and i can't place what it is, but i hate it. i'm being pushed and pulled and crunched and crushed and i am not having it anymore.

i don't know what is out of place, but i am going to set it right immediately.

i am going to start practicing yoga again (as soon as my favorite teacher comes back from california)

i am going to finalize lu's end of life plans. she is doing all right... i guess. it's now hard for her to walk, although she's still mobile. it's hard for to eat, although she still manages to find disgusting things outside to enjoy. she's going downhill and i want to talk to the vet and at least figure out a timeline.

i'm going to turn this car around right now, and fix all this crap.