I am sitting alone in the Du II, listening to the rain. I have nary a plan, nor do I care to make one. I can't decide if this is an awesome way to spend today, or this is like, the saddest birthday ever.

Ten years ago today, I got married. I felt so loved.

Ten days ago today, I lost Lucy. I feel so alone without her.

I don't really know how I feel about today, so please to enjoy Cat Steven's Peace Train while I work it out.