Saturday, September 10, 2005

Run away! Run away!

I had it. I didn't even know that I wanted it. But I had it. And I was making plans for it. I was happy to just be a part of it. I held out hope for it. And now, I've lost it. And I am consumed by sadness about it. I didn't have it very long. I shouldn't have even gotten used to having it. I couldn't control it. It would never be controlled. And now, it's gone. And all I can do is cry.